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Post by Lukas Bondevik on Jul 25, 2012 14:57:51 GMT -5
"W-Well, If I was in your situation... I'd want someone to take me in..."
Lukas stood back up, letting go of Toris, then sat on the couch beside him.
"I live about an hour from here by bus. Do you know Tino? He lives remotely near me..." Lukas sighed, it might be nice to have a roommate. It would force him to be more social, but he was sick of being misunderstood.
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Post by alchemicmelody on Jul 25, 2012 21:19:27 GMT -5
"I've met Tino," Toris replied with a slight nod. "I-it sounds like you two know each other..." That was nice, he supposed. "I-I would like to f-feel safe....but..." Toris frowned, fisting his hands and looking down at them. He didn't say anything else, unsure. He wasn't totally sure how he should be reacting to such an offer, to be honest.
[sorry for short-ish replies, carpal tunnel flare up in my right hand, so I have to take it a bit easy. ^^;]
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Post by Lukas Bondevik on Jul 26, 2012 11:55:45 GMT -5
Lukas made a face at Toris. "But what?" He hoped that Toris was speechless in a good way. The last thing he wanted to do was get punched in the face because of something he offered. Then again, Toris wouldn't do that, right? Maybe Lukas was getting ahead of himself and reading Toris all wrong...
"You don't have to accept if you don't want to. It's just something to think about..."
[[Kyah, it's okay. I myself am not feeling all that great]]
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Post by alchemicmelody on Jul 27, 2012 7:55:07 GMT -5
Toris was too kind of a person to even think about hurting someone else physically. That and he didn't have the strength to waste on throwing punches. "I-I don't want to s-sound ungrateful, but it sounds too good to be true..." he mumbled, lowering his head a bit and hiding behind his bangs.
He hoped he wasn't making the other feel bad by saying this. He nervously played with the ends of his sleeves and bit at his bottom lip.
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Post by Lukas Bondevik on Jul 27, 2012 13:42:52 GMT -5
Lukas narrowed his eyes. "oh."
Did he not seem sincere? Was he not genuine looking? Maybe this is how damaged Toris is... he's so hopeless that when someone reachs out, it seems too good to be true?
"I can assure you that I mean everything I say."
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Post by alchemicmelody on Jul 28, 2012 13:18:21 GMT -5
Toris flinched a little bit, picking up on a different tone in Lukas' voice. "I-I'm sorry, I d-didn't mean...I'm sorry...y-you're mad aren't you?" he squeaked out, starting to shake a bit more. Why did he have to be so stupid? Why did he have to question everything - especially if it was something really good? Why couldn't he ever just accept what anyone told him? Toris wondered if he was truly so damaged that nothing seemed right/nothing seemed true anymore.
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Post by Lukas Bondevik on Jul 28, 2012 14:33:12 GMT -5
Lukas frowned. He came off as angry? No wonder strangers didn't like talking to him... This conversation seems to be more helpful than he thought it would be.
"N-no, I'm not angry. I just want you to now that I'm nothing like this 'him' that you keep talking about. I'm not an annoying idiot, nor am I hateful. If you want to take the offer, then do. I promise you it's not too good to be true... There's no BS with me."
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Post by alchemicmelody on Jul 28, 2012 15:27:31 GMT -5
"O-oh..." Toris felt more like an idiot now. He was quiet for a few moments, staring down at his thin, shaking hands. "I-I'm sorry..." he mumbled, blinking back tears. Why did he always manage to make things worse somehow?
"I-is it ok if I th-think about it?" he asked finally, fighting with himself a little bit still, all his insecurities keeping him from giving a yes or no answer right away.
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Post by Lukas Bondevik on Jul 28, 2012 15:40:52 GMT -5
"Of course. I wouldn't want to push you into something you didn't want to do..." Lukas said, picking at the material on his pants.
Eventually he stood up, and said "If you ever need to find me, i'll probably be outside on the hospital grounds... Let me now when you make up your mind, ja?"
Then he started walking towards the common room door, stuffing one hand in his pocket, and useing the other hand to wave goodbye to Toris.
[[ Sorry to end it so quick, I couldn't think of anything T-T" ]]
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Post by alchemicmelody on Jul 28, 2012 16:50:43 GMT -5
Toris waved bye to Lukas as the other left. He stayed put on the couch, not really having the energy to get up and leave the common area. He definitely had some things to think about.
[tis alright! this one's over then~ :3]
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