Post by Nikolai Arlovskaya on Apr 22, 2012 19:36:23 GMT -5
"The unneeded meaning of start and end
To the disappearance of this soul.
Who remembers characters?
From the window of madness,
Goodbye.
Hello, myself.
Haven't we met before?
Goodbye, yourself.
So, want to talk?
Insanity,
Like floating on air.
Psychopathy,
A carefree life.
Insanity,
A illusion that cant end.
Captivity,
Unable to run away.
Insanity,
Like floating on air.
Psychopathy,
A carefree life.
Insanity,
A illusion that cant end.
Captivity,
Like the corruption is continuing.
The discovered conclusion, disappearing.
Outlines fading to black.
In the darkness, there's no such thing thing as light.
From inside of madness.
Goodbye.
Hello, myself.
Haven't we met before?
Goodbye, yourself.
So, want to talk?
Insanity,
Like floating on air.
Psychopathy,
A carefree life.
Insanity,
A illusion that cant end.
Captivity,
Unable to run away.
Insanity,
Like floating on air.
Psychopathy,
A carefree life.
Insanity,
A illusion that cant end.
Captivity,
Like the corruption is continuing.
Hey,
Haven't we met somewhere in the past?
Hey,
You're special to me, I want to talk to you.
Hey,
What time is it? What's today? I don't know.
Hey!
It would be great if we completely forgot.
Insanity,
Like floating on air.
Psychopathy,
A carefree life.
Insanity,
Dark? Light?
Insanity. Insanity.
Sanity,
Can't see the dark already.
Purity,
The days are longer.
Sanity,
But that also must sink.
"Sanity"
... what is that?
Insanity,
Like floating on air.
Psychopathy,
A carefree life.
Insanity,
A illusion that cant end.
Captivity,
Unable to run away.
Insanity,
Like floating on air.
Psychopathy,
A carefree life.
Insanity,
A illusion that cant end.
Captivity,
Like the corruption is continuing."
iNSaNiTY sang by the vocaloids SF-A2 Miki and KAITO
To the disappearance of this soul.
Who remembers characters?
From the window of madness,
Goodbye.
Hello, myself.
Haven't we met before?
Goodbye, yourself.
So, want to talk?
Insanity,
Like floating on air.
Psychopathy,
A carefree life.
Insanity,
A illusion that cant end.
Captivity,
Unable to run away.
Insanity,
Like floating on air.
Psychopathy,
A carefree life.
Insanity,
A illusion that cant end.
Captivity,
Like the corruption is continuing.
The discovered conclusion, disappearing.
Outlines fading to black.
In the darkness, there's no such thing thing as light.
From inside of madness.
Goodbye.
Hello, myself.
Haven't we met before?
Goodbye, yourself.
So, want to talk?
Insanity,
Like floating on air.
Psychopathy,
A carefree life.
Insanity,
A illusion that cant end.
Captivity,
Unable to run away.
Insanity,
Like floating on air.
Psychopathy,
A carefree life.
Insanity,
A illusion that cant end.
Captivity,
Like the corruption is continuing.
Hey,
Haven't we met somewhere in the past?
Hey,
You're special to me, I want to talk to you.
Hey,
What time is it? What's today? I don't know.
Hey!
It would be great if we completely forgot.
Insanity,
Like floating on air.
Psychopathy,
A carefree life.
Insanity,
Dark? Light?
Insanity. Insanity.
Sanity,
Can't see the dark already.
Purity,
The days are longer.
Sanity,
But that also must sink.
"Sanity"
... what is that?
Insanity,
Like floating on air.
Psychopathy,
A carefree life.
Insanity,
A illusion that cant end.
Captivity,
Unable to run away.
Insanity,
Like floating on air.
Psychopathy,
A carefree life.
Insanity,
A illusion that cant end.
Captivity,
Like the corruption is continuing."
iNSaNiTY sang by the vocaloids SF-A2 Miki and KAITO
Name: Nikolai Arlovskaya
Country: Belarus
Date of birth: August 25
Age: 19
Likes: His sister, cleaning, clean things
Dislikes: Every patient and nurse, dirty things, sick people and their germs.
(If a patient)
Diagnosis: Bipolar Disorder, OCD (Obsessive-Compulsive Disorder), Antisocial personality Disorder, Psychosis
Voluntary/Involuntary hospitalisation: Involuntary hospitalisation
Months/Years hospitalised: 6 months
(People are likely to want to RP outside the board, so give them ways to contact you if you're okay with that)
MSN: pride_ed_homunculus@hotmail.com
AIM: N/A
Yahoo: N/A
Sample journal (an in-character paragraph in the style of a diary):
Stupid Diary (yes I called you stupid, what about it, stupid Diary?!),
After 6 months in this stupid place, I've seen a lot of types of disorders, the people and their disorders are disgusting. I just feel like I'd like clean that ugliness out of their dirty faces.
Well, At least sister's here...But that still doesn't change the fact that this idiots are disgusting!
But one day, one day I'll be out of this stupid place...And I'm going to take sister with me! Mwahahah! We'll get married and have lots and lots of children, all of them perfect of course.
People say that this is just my OCD talking...but they know nothing! They should all just burn in hell! What am I saying...I'm the one who should burn in hell...I'm useless...
Wait what am I saying? It's what that ugly nurse said the other day...I have Bipolar disorder isn't it? Tch, She probably was just lying to make me stay in this place.
I don't think there is anything wrong with me! Hm...Maybe I should go wash my hands or something like that, I'm starting to feel like I want to clean something.
But I'm not going to clean this people's junk!
Tch, I don't need anyone here...I just need my Prefect, Clean and Beautiful Sister and I'll be fine...I just hope she'll agree to Marry me.
Who am I kidding with She'll have to MARRY ME! MARRY ME! ONLY ME! I'LL MURDER ANYONE ELSE WHO TOUCHES HER!
But maybe...maybe she doesn't want a looser like me...maybe I should just go to sleep, yeah I shouldn't be thinking about how much of a looser I am...Wait since when am I a looser? Nevermind, I should really go to sleep...
My head hurts...ugh...Oh well, Bye stupid Diary...
Sample RP (show us how you would play your character):
Nikolai wandered through the halls, looking at different patients hanging out. 'Worthless...They're all worthless, and Dirty and Impure...ugh' He thought.
He was searching for his dear older sister, he needed to see her perfect face, well, that and he wanted to see if some stupid patient, nurse or doctor was flirting with her, if they did he would beat them up.
No one could touch his sister, no one but him.
But was he passed by a really dusty hall, his OCD took the best of him, and he forgot about his wish of seeing his wonderful sister. Now he was hunting for brooms and such that he could use to clean.
When he was like this, it was really hard to stop him, and when he was stopped, most of the times his depressed side would kick in and he would start calling himself worthless.
He sighed and protested as some nurses, who had seen him, tried to hold him.
This was something normal to happen to him nowadays.
His life had been like this since that time...Since the Time his family decided to hospitalize him here.
'One day they will all pay...I'm going to get out of this place and put an end to their lives...' He thought as he being dragged back to his room.
When he finally calmed down, he lay on his bed looking at the ceiling as he started hallucinating.
This time the hallucination was one of his mother...his dead mother...A tear rolled down his cheek. He knew that was an hallucination, but it still hurt when he saw her.
It hurt since the time his father killed her.
