Matthew Williams // Canada

[Matthew Williams]

It's alright if you cry and cover your eyes
It's ok if you scream like a girl
I won't tell anyone if you promise the same
'Cause I'm scared of the whole world
It's alright if you sigh. Put your head next to mine
It's ok if you curl up in a ball
cause I might give it a try and end in the same
Condition after all

It goes
Oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh

Is it alright if I'm sad and feeling let down
Is it ok if I'm not myself again
Will you love me the same if i promise to breathe
And count from 1 to 10
Is it alright if I lose track of the world
Is it ok if I hide from the unknown
Will you tell me again the story about
how I'm not alone

it goes
Oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh

walk away from the life you want
and sing the chorus of the broken hearted

Donora - The Chorus

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Name: Matthew Williams
Country: Canada
Date of birth: 1^st of July
Age: Twenty-One
Likes:

• Ice Hockey, he was good at it and on the school team. Even though he cannot play it here, he still watches matches.
  
• Animals, especially polar bears, but he also likes beavers and mooses.
  
• Nature, he likes to go outside, especially in the forest. He likes the different kind of landscapes.
  
• Drawing, he isn't very good at it but he just likes to sketch and doodle. It calms him and he likes to draw the landscapes that he sees.
  

Dislikes:

• Being ignored. He doesn't like it when people pretend he isn't in the room.
  
• Being picked on. As a kid he was bullied and picked on quite a lot.
  
• Being compared to someone else. He was especially compared often to a family member and often mixed up for.
  
• As much as everyone, he hates being stuck here.
  
  

-Patient-
Diagnosis:

• Depression
  
• Paranoia
  

Voluntary/Involuntary hospitalisation: Involuntary
Months/Years hospitalised: One year

Contact info
MSN: [e-mail]
Skype: Mathi-chan

Sample journal:
Dear journal,

They gave me this journal, to write about my days. Though they are highly depressing. There's not much to do around here and I don't want to make friends with a psychopath here.
Everyone is so loud and screaming all the time, it's scary. I'd really like to go home now. Not that they want me back or miss me but everything's better than here.
I wish I had someone else to talk to who isn't a doctor or crazy. I only have Kuma here, he's my only friend. That's pathetic isn't it?

Yours,
Matthew

Sample RP:
Matthew sat next to the window of the common room. He had been forced to "socialize" with other patients. These people were hardly social human beings. He was sitting by himself as he watched one of the male patients making a fuzz and fighting with one of the nurses. He sighed and turn to look out the window.

"Stupid, isn't it Ed? They should behave the faster you'd get out of here." he said to thin air. Well to everyone else there was no one sitting next to Matthew, but Matthew had by now created some imaginary friends to talk to, since he was scared to talk to other patients and he didn't trust the doctors and nurses. These firends were just voices in his, they barely had shape.

Matthew sighed, he wondered how long until he could get out of here. He was behaving well enough and wasn't crazy like them. Why were they still keeping him here? It wasn't like he had attempted to kill himself here, unlike some other patients. Though he didn't dare to ask his doctor, afraid for the answer. But they couldn't keep him here forever.....right?

[Mod 1]

Apologies for the late reply, mod didn't have internet access for a few days!

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