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Post by Maddie Williams on Apr 23, 2012 18:59:02 GMT -5
Dear Journal,
So i guess the doctors at this hospital to write in journals not only to the patients but to the staff as well, they said something about keeping you I so mad right now... I hate it here. I can still hear the horrid screams of patients in my ears. My eyes still sting from crying when one of the patients was found lying on the floor in his own blood of blood today... it was horrible, though he was the one that throws lamps and plates at me but still... all that blood is still planted into my head. If only mother could see it here, maybe she'd let me leave and go to a different hospital. But I must look on the bright side of this little problem, in a day or so I'll get a new patient, on that will do the same thing as the others and the old one with slowly fade from my mind... hopefully guess only time will tell.
~Maddie W.
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Post by Maddie Williams on Apr 25, 2012 18:28:55 GMT -5
Dear Journal,
Today was better then the ones i had before surprisingly, but i did have to clean up the blood of the patient that killed himself... that was not a pretty sight i shiver just thinking about that but anyway on a brighter note, i met some new patients...and they didn't yell or throw anything at me. Though as you would expect, there is a few things weird about them. Like one i met in the garden... He didn't have emotion to anything really but at least he was sane enough to have a somewhat of a conversation , then another one was just so awkward and sickly I was shocked at how bad he was. Then there's the one that talks extremely fast. And really doesn't stay on a topic for too long but like i said before sane enough to have a conversation with and that one is so cute( like as in adorable like a five year old trying to run up a slide and fails then pouts the tries again)
I just can't believe that some patients in here are even in here in the first place... they seem completely normal... for the most part at least.
~Maddie W.
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Post by Maddie Williams on Apr 28, 2012 22:05:26 GMT -5
Dear Journal,
Stressful, that's what i have to say. Today the doctors and upper nurses sent me EVERYWHERE! and when i mean everywhere i mean it. I went to the all the patients rooms, made should they where comfortable and gave some their medicine. I also had to take behavior notes of the patients within the common room. lets just say NEVER AGAIN! Nikolai i think was his name... he just glared at me to whole time i was their, his glare was like having that red dot on you from a gun. It was terrifying, pure hatred ran through his glare.
Then later today i just couldn't take it anymore so i ran out into the garden. Where i met with Lukas... Again. But its not a bad thing. I'm glad me and him are friends... she cares about my feeling and tries to comfort me.
~Maddie W.
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Post by Maddie Williams on May 4, 2012 17:02:44 GMT -5
Dear Journal,
Mother kicked me out... called me a lousy nurse THEN... kicked me out, just because I skipped an hour or so of work to draw or nap. Then i had to eat food from the cafeteria, which by the way isn't food. I met another patient named Tino. He seems nice enough though i had to put on that 'Hello, I'm sweet and Innocent' act for him... i just haven't been feeling to good... my life is going down hill and fast... i wanted to cry but no one was there... Lukas wasn't even out today, neither was Mr. Jones or Mr.Honda. I think the hospital is getting to me. I want to see Dad again... but with my hours i could never leave the hospital...
(Wet spot are scattered all around the paper)
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